I was a racehorse running a race on a track that I hadn’t signed up for.
Living the life that I thought was expected.
Trying hard to be ‘good” to all people, but myself.
I was running hard and fast.
I was constantly pushed around the track by the daily winds and the other horse and riders.
Feeling like I could never train enough, do enough or be enough to run the race.
One day my main cheerleader, my amazing listener, my main supporter, my incredible mama died.
This horse stopped dead in her tracks.
I chose to hit the pasture in the middle of the race course.
I made a decision to eat some of the best food on the planet right now.
I decided to rest with the other horses on the inside of the race course.
I stopped in my tracks.
I went off track!
Yup, that’s me in the middle of the race course hanging out, living out of this race called life.
I am off the track.
AND I FLIPPIN LOVE IT!
My expectations on myself and those I choose to be in relationship with are GONE!
My idea of what my life could look like has completely changed.
My time is precious, the greatest gift that I can share on this earth.
I am full of gratitude!
I am able to be myself.
Full of thoughts tumbling in my head and words pouring out of my fingers as a Wordsmith.
Energy radiating out of my being as I move through my day.
Love flowing from my heart for those I see living life around me and through the beautiful medium of Facebook.
Peace sitting within my being as I hold and allow myself to be imperfectly where I am.
Honest, authentic and often waaaaaaay to blunt for some people’s likings.
Yup, me hanging out off track!
AND DID I TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE IT?
Love a duck, I am the most fortunate woman in the world.
I have found my path in life, the way I am meant to wander.
In the trees, like I am ten years old.
Playing in the powder with my boys.
Full of emotion, wet kisses and lots of hugs.
Having the time of my life as I play, make mistakes, learn and LIVE in all areas of my life!
I am alive!
AND LOVING IT!