Crisp fresh fallen snow as I step outside.
Dad has been by her side throughout.
He watched her last breaths.
Dad greets me at mom’s door.
There are beautiful butterflies on the door. (This is hospice’s symbol that the room is not to be disturbed).
My big cousin by my side.
We step through the door.
Peace enfolds.
Mom is warm and quiet.
She is wearing a shirt with butterflies on it. (I think I need to lie down with all these symbols of snow and butterflies!)
Her body is at rest.
Death has come to her body.
Thursday, December 26th, 2013 at 7:00am.
Kisses, kisses and more kisses.
I lay my head in her arm in disbelief.
In peace.
I lap up her presence.
I am enveloped by her love.
Tears slide down my cheeks.
My sister arrives.
We walk to the hospice living room.
We light a butterfly light.
Place mom’s special card on the mantle.
M reads Psalm 23.
Dad talks about his sorrow and gratitude.
The boys arrive to an empty room.
OC says. “Nana with God.”
A red rose is on the counter.
We say our goodbyes.
On the memory Christmas tree we write Nana’s name and we take an angel home for our tree.
Then we lace up our skates and head out into the outdoors that Nana loved dearly.
I love you mama!
I’m so sorry about Auntie Gwen, but I think of her with our Lord and surrounded by people who loved her like Granny, Grampa Rea, and my brother Mike. God Bless you all! I’m sending my love to all my cousins and my Uncle Mike.
Love Leanne
Oh, sweetie. I am so sorry. ((HUGS))
I wish it could have ended differently.
You are so strong. And you will continue to be.
We are all with you.
And so is your mom.
Thank you! Give me a blog kick in the butt if you don’t hear from me for awhile. My mom was my rock and one of my best friends. Digging deep. Hanging on to God.
One day you will find yourself an image of her.