I used to know it all!
I could stand on my box and spout off all sorts of interesting facts and you bet that I would always spell it
write right. Oh I had opinions, my friends, and they were usually right or wrong.
I used my six foot frame to play any and every sport. I never rested, nor sat down very long.
My prayer life was as rich as putting a sliver of milk chocolate in a cup of hot water.
Almost four years ago, after the birth of our second child, my world fell apart.
I started having numbness and tingling, muscular fatigue, memory loss and other “annoying” physical ailments. I felt despair that was like a river of mud. I thought thoughts that were as dark as this muddy river. I held onto my old self, but ended up having to let it go.
God was creating a new ME.
He used the people in my life to wade into the muddy water. My Tuesday night bible study leader, a faraway friend in Alberta, a mommy friend from the beginning, a friend from University life, a teacher I taught beside and a husband who stood by me through it all!
I wouldn’t have survived the mud without the prayer of these Saints, the encouragement to keep putting one foot in front of each other and the opportunity to see miracles working through them. God weaves everything together for His good, even my tingling, my problems and my “pain in the ass” attitude.
About three months ago, someone called me “Pigpen”. I was tremendously hurt by this. I stewed over this comment for days. Then I felt extremely grateful and such depth of insight that it could have only been from God.
Thank you Jesus as I would rather live the rest of my life as Pigpen than as Lucy.
PS. Sexy Neck just told me that I would probably be more like Linus. I like to be warm and cozy in my blankie. HAHA!