I am standing at the gas pump.
Minding my own business.
Just hanging out.
Watching the numbers go up and up and up and…
Yup, that’s how it rolls for me right now.
I realized that as the gas filled my tank that I had FAITH that this was gas pouring into my car. I had FAITH that this was gas not some other liquid. I TRUSTED the gas station. I had FAITH that once my car was filled with this smelly, unseen liquid that my car would then convert it so that I could drive. I TRUSTED the gas station and the drivers that brought the gas to the station AND I even trusted the people that put it in the tankers in the first place! I TRUST and have FAITH that this whole process will work, even though I don’t UNDERSTAND even how my car works and why can’t I just put vegetable oil into my car?
That is whole bunch of TRUST and FAITH in one simple act.
This time at the pump made me ponder my relationship with God. I didn’t come to know God until university, until the age that I truly began to ponder life for myself, outside the safety of the house my parent’s created. I came to seek this relationship on the university grounds. I came to know this very personal God in my bedroom, in my childhood home. I asked Him to show Himself to me.
On my own.
He is my light.
He is my God, Saviour, Father…
Since then, every day I have FAITH that God will be with me and help me. I have TRUST that He will work everything out for His good even when I don’t UNDERSTAND.
No longer do I seek to understand many things that I know I never will, but I TRUST and have FAITH.
This is enough.
What will you put your FAITH and TRUST in today?