As I sit, ponder and let my mind wander, I think of all of you reading this 2017 message. Each of my Facebook friends and all 996 of you that follow my blog. I want to pour out extra love to everyone going through their sprinkling of brutal and beautiful as I did three years ago. Couldn’t that be all of us? Isn’t life imperfectly perfect? What a brut-iful life we are living here in the stunning Okanagan Valley! A sprinkle of brutal, but ALWAYS beautiful!
Three years ago, I walked with my mom as she was being released into heaven. I walked as a daughter, an advocate, a pain reliever, a massager, a water getter, a midwife and had to make phone calls that I never thought I would have to, I think back at how brut-iful these moments were. Brutal moments where I just have to lie down and cry and beautiful moments where I lie down and rejoice! All magically weaved together into living each day with the gift of grief.
My boys were playing in their “Astronomer’s Lair” a few days ago, and I was very surprised to walk in and see them playing with old Tupperware bins. I experienced one of my brut-iful moments when they proceeded to inform me that the extra bed was a place for their beloved Nana. It was a lying down rejoicing and crying kind of moment! The boys were 2, 4 and 6 when my marvelous Mama went to heaven, but she is still very much present in our lives! It is slowly moving from brutal memories into beautiful moments. Don’t underestimate your power to leave an impact on peoples lives!
As I send you wishes for an healthy, energetic, adventurous 2017 filled with dreams, may you savour all your brut-iful moments knowing that they are neither good nor bad, they just are.
Day by day.
Living EVERY day.